no regret no blaming..

feeling a bit depressed now..

i hope i cn see moving forward fast and see who am i..

ballroom and latin dancer

i promise myself i will be a professional and a wellknown latin and ballroom dancer in this three yrs. but now i'm still standing in the same position. no partner no competition yet. i am hoping to get a tall partner that is suitable for me and he willing to dance hard n compete.

y getting a partner is so difficult???.. is it because i 'm a asean in a western country. i think i gonna improve my eng and be more active from now on. i cnt be shy anymore. gonna be more social.

am i able to compete in this few months?
my coach willing to help me more?

in malaysia, everyone is looking down on me. i dont know y?. the decision that i make is wrong? they keep on asking me do i have a partner yet??.. yea i know they do very well. that girl is much more better than me. gonna start my diet.

anyway, i wont give up!!! i will just follow the step that i hope to.

LOOK AT MY CUTE LITTLE NONO!!!

SO SO HANDSOME AND SMART.

THE POLO TEE I GOT IT FROM MY DAD'S SHOP.

HE IS MY BAO BEI.. NO ONE DARE TO BULLY HIM.

MY VERY CUTE PARENTS!!!

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!

THIS IS IN GENTING..

my special present from u

A VERY SPECIAL BIRTHDAY'S PRESENT FROM YOU.

THIS 20TH BIRTHDAY

I GOT TWO VERY SPECIAL HAND MADE PRESENT FROM MY HONEY.

THE CAKE WAS MADE BY YOU.

I CAN FEEL THE SWEETNESS FROM YOU ALTHO I HAVENT TASTE IT YET.

THIS IS THE BEST GIFT FROM YOU.

I LOVE IT SO MUCH.

THANKS MY DEAR HONEY.

china trip!!

i'm back from china!
i miss malaysia 's weather and the environment so badly.
the weather in china was so cold and the environment is so dirty and annoying. i cnt stand it.
i accompany my parents there for buisness but I BOUGHT A LOT OF THINGS!! all cheap cheap. cause all the places i went are wholesales.
ate alot of dim sum and chinese food there. till i vomit .
first day trip to HONG KONG to meet my kai ma there. had dinner with her. their cost leaving is too high. everything so expensive.
second day ciao to guangzhou..
we started our days from early morning nine to night . walk. walk. walk. clothes.clothes.clothes.
their working days are start from six to one. that's y we need to work early and search for clothes. my legs was damn fucking pain. walk non stop. dancing is so nice for me. after searching for clothes then off to some famous for shopping or food.

merry christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

MORO

my present from my hunnney.

what a cute present!!!

Thankx hunny..

this yr xmas

honey and i had trip to pulau pangkor.

before that,

we stopped at SUNGKAI HOT SPRING.

started our journey at ten.

reached sungkai around eleven.

paid ten ringgit for the entrance.

we had to walked 200 hundred meter to reach the hot water.

the water is quite dirty.

the water is 100c

this is the only way we can do in this water

cause it is too dirty and hot!!!!

This pose look a bit erm....

we reached p. pangkor around five.

hl and his friends were waiting for us inthe room.

we count down while we were playing mahjong.

wat a good count down.

haha.

had our breakfast beside the beach.

nice.nice.nice

spot what my hunney doing

finally i know how to ride bicycle!!!

taught by my huney

spot the monkey.

the next day we had movie in one utama.

Yes man!!!.

what a hilarious movie for a jolly christmas.

Merry christmas!!!!

loves

OPHY IS BACK!!!!
Met up with my girls.
have been long time we din meet up and sit kao kao and talk kao kao ady!!!
we ate non stop
we talk non stop too!!!!
first stop is in midvalley.
then ciao to yinn's house. did some research on internet. yoga was the best part. i love doin that with them. dunno why.
last stop, old town in cheras. kok keat was there too. yumcha only.

everyone is gain alot of weight. except horlee.
my girls are stil my girls.
we can still talk non stop once we meet up.
Loves...

在你怀里的微笑歌词

歌手:杨丞琳

可以吗 让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉
知道吗 你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱
爱随着风飘荡飘过了你
最终飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡 哪里也逃不了
我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道 再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲密的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到
让我暂时的依靠
那是份张止痛药 很快会失效
你只要再哄我一次就好
让我可以很骄傲
记住我拥有过的好
记住在你怀里微笑

end?

three n the half yrs..
i think we are gonna end soon?
our realtionship is just a like a biscuit. finish it without any thinking.
somehow, i know u agree that i'm a very very annoying and not charming gf for u.
i cry is simply because i dunno how. i really dunno how. how to face it . where to hide. who to tok to. who will listen to me.
i know my life is colouful simply because i got u.
now,
everything gonna end soon.
u are tired.i know it.

genting

omg..
this week i been to genting for twice.
first day.
wai sion called me n horng to gentingto pui him n suyeen. then i said on. simply because me n horng had no plan. then i said y not we go there and watch mardagascar . JO AND HORLEE SAID IT IS VERY NICE AND HILORIOUS. but, we were late to genting , we din watch the movie and we just yumcha at starbucks and ciao back to home.

sat..
waision message me again. asked are we goin to watch the movie tonight. then i said ya. after an hour, he called, ahsim they all are goin to genting tonight yumcha. WOW!!!..i said ok lo. but when i was there i regret. i hate the way to genting. i always get headache. i was so dead when i was there. we yumcha at coffebean. and ciao back to kl at two midnight.

I WAN TO WATCH MARDAGACAR!!!!!!!!!....
I WAN TO LAUGH KAO KAO!!!!!!!
I WAN TO ENJOY MY LIFE!!!!!!
I WAN TO DANCE!!!!!
I WAN TO GO MOS!!!!!..